Tuesday, August 30, 2011

a feather for tonight

by Debbiegirl Debbie Deb
on Wednesday, July 13, 2011 at 12:02am

 
 
i went with a friend to support another friend on her MRI test tonight.

another feather grows back on my wings.
it seems like feeling guilty was the culprit of misery
amidst the sound effect of the machine and the laughs
i feel better. i feel me in me.

checking my conscience?
i did. she told me this is what i want to do tonight.
i am happy with what i am doing.
no guilt. just the motherly instinct of thinking about her kids

are they asleep?
does Aya have lots of homework?
is Kirah behaving well during bath time?

when i got home, no homework. my little lady is asleep
aya's scores are great! he gave me a hug and a kiss.

i find myself smiling.
actually, my heart is smiling and pumping that happy beat.

and this is life.
he might be a part of it.
but right now, he is not.
just me and my motherly self
and the little wonders of my life.

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